Thank You Lord for,

Your love,
Your grace,
Your mercy,
Your patience,
Your kindness
Your joy,
Your strength,
Your power,
Your blessings,
Your faithfulness,
Your peace,
Your promises,

Everything You've done,
Everything You're doing,
And everything You're going to do.

Words cannot describe how awesome, how wonderful, how beautiful, how amazing, how glorious, how great, how perfect You are. :)

Who I am, who I'm not, and who I wanna be

When I was really young, the future seemed so far away. Everything seemed so easy.

Study, graduate, get a job, get married, have kids, then die.
Haha okay maybe not SO easy la. But I was so naive then.

When I was playing with barbie dolls and stacking legos with my cousins, life was so simple. Eat, play, sleep.

Then I got into primary school, in which I remembered I cried everyday for the whole first week in standard 1. And I remember crying because I didn't finish my homework in time.

Things took a change when I got into standard 3. I started schooling in the morning because you know, chinese schools.
And getting into the elite class was really tough. The homework itself could keep you occupied for hours.

Now that I think of it, thank God that my parents weren't kiasu enough to send me for tutioning every single subject.

Or I would have died earlier. Okay maybe not, but my lifespan would have been shortened by 10 years or so xD

I still remember the times I got to school early sitting there watching my fellow classmates finishing up their homework because they didn't have time to do it at home.

Studying was a pain for me. Especially BM. Honestly, I never did any of the BM homework *guilt*

I'm still surprised that I got an A for the subject thou. God's grace indeed.

Even in those days when I was growing out of my primary school uniform, I would look at secondary school students in their long dark green pants and light blue pinafores and marvel at their "aura".

Graduating from primary school, I wonder why I didn't cry. Maybe then, I looked forward to the future. To start afresh?

But now that I'm a teenager, I don't find it so exciting anymore. I'm starting to dread growing up. Time seems to fly so quickly. Boyfriends just seem to come and go...
Haha JUST KIDDING =P

Sooner or later, we'll have to part our own ways and walk upon our destined roads.
(I think I'm getting off the topic, someone pull me back!)

(Anyways you're starting to get the hang of my trail of thoughts xD)

So what struck me was, are we living a life of legacy?
When we leave school, will we be leaving a legacy behind? Will people be sad to see us go? Have we accomplished or achieved anything then, being in school for 5 whole years?

Next year is my last year in school. It's now or never, make or break, do or die, sink or swim.

God, please use me to the fullest!

Uh-oh

This is SO. NOT. Happening. I can't find my handphone cable!
And I've only 2 more days to pack! DDD:

Apart from that,
What have I gotten myself into now? Oh nooo.

On and off

I was lead by my naivety to hoping that leaving, will change this into the way I want it to be.
I'm still hoping, but I'm not too sure of the outcome.

Never think

The attack of the random bugs

I figured out that water is a good hunger suppressor. The only downside is you'll have to keep paying visits to a certain mangkuk somewhere in your house after consuming in large quantities.
But then all those visits will probably cut the calories as well.

Killing one bird with two stones. I mean, two birds with one stone. Ahahahahahahaha.

I think I'm blogging a little too much lately. Hmmm.

Oh oh my mum said the weather in New Zealand is good for the skin. Because there won't be much heat to evaporate the moisture from your face and making it oily. Like Malaysia.

And since the winds are kinda strong in Wellington,
I am so totaly going to wear short mini skirts. =DD


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I was just kidding la! (Or was I? =P)

No idea yet what I'm going to wear on my flight since it's at night. Spending the night on the plane. For 9 HOURS! Something comfortable I guess.
I'll also need to pack a fat book and charge my phone battery puas puas. And bring my sister just in case it's gets too boring I can torment her with my lameness =P

I can't wear contacts to sleep. I guess I'll have to bring two contact lenses boxes with the solution in it.

Because we're not allowed to bring liquid onboard a plane. They're probably afraid I'll make bombs out of the contact lenses solution and threaten them to change route to Paris.

It's probable because I'll need something to keep me occupied for 9 hours on the plane. HAHAHAHA. =P

I'll be bringing my phone to New Zealand. I can't leave it in Malaysia for one whole month! I'll probably die without it T_______T

But means I have to activate roaming la. For emergency texting. Otherwise I'll die of loneliness.

Haha. I'll be using skype to do internet calls because it's free! (typical stingy chinese mode)

Eh who you calling stingy now? Money doesn't come easy okay D: Somemore exchange rate there so high. T____T

Btw my skype account is roothecat93. Must add me tahu!

You know we have a luggage limit of 20kg per person? But since my 2nd aunt in Auckland bought a lot of stuff and needs my mum to bring it over for her, I'll have to share 20 kg with my sister! (!!!!)

A measly 20 kg isn't enough for TWO people!
Think of the clothes, accesories, shoes, toiletry, books...... of TWO people!

I'm going to be deprived of clothes while staying there. Maybe I can buy clothes there. But expensive lah exchange rate. Ish ish ish.

That reminds me, I've got to start packing. Sooooooooon I guess.
Till then, toodles! xD

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Rest In Peace. Or Pieces? xD
Was at the Librarian Hi-Tea last Sat :)

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Have fun! xD

You're pushing and pulling me down

Please, just stop.
I can't be what I'm not.
And you can't be what you're not.
I'd wish you'd understand that I'm no her.
Don't ever expect me to be like her.
Stop trying to turn me into something I'm not.
I can't be what you want me to be.
I can only be a better version of me, not her.

Sola scriptura,
Sola fida,
Sola gratia,
Solus Christus,
Soli Deo gloria!

Et exsultavit spiritus meus in Deo, salutari meo :)